In the actual worst mood ever...
I am so fat and disgusting i really hate myself today, because of my stupid PCOS i have too much hair on my body. I just had to pluck my chin and under my chin cause i am just about growing a beard. WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF 19 YEAR OLD GIRL HAS FACIAL HAIR. I am seriously sitting in my room right now about to cry waiting for Nick to get out of the shower. i hate my life.
"like" my modelling page guys!
If you go onto my tumblr and click the link in my side bar that says Sugar Rose it will take you straight there! Hopfully big things to come soon! i am so excited!!!!!
Rites of Passage:
Over the past two days i think i have passed out over 200 flyers, gotten one tattoo, bought some clothing, met some amazing people, seen some amazing tattoos get done and had a photoshoot for a pin up competition! Back tomorrow for my last day working! I hope i get something in the “Face of Tiki Town” comp they have some awesome prises on offer :D
looking up poses for my nude shoot, this is going...
so many poses are flatter for smaller girls but not bigger girls, and when i try and find plus size nudes as reference…. all i get it porn -.- anyone able to help?
i need to find a photographer to take photos for...
Yellow: When you get older, where would you want to live?
Orange: Where do you want to be right now?
Lilac: What is your dream vacation?
Beige: What is your favorite dream?
White: Who was your first kiss?
Purple: Who was your last kiss?
Tangerine: Give a description of who you like.
Gray: Share a relationship story.
Green: Share a family story.
Gold: Share a story that makes you smile.
Black: Share something you did embarrassingly.
Blue: Are you still friends with the people you met in elementary school?
Magenta: What is something you barely tell anyone?
Red: What are your hobbies?
Violet: What college do you plan to attend?
Brown: Would you rather have a relationship or friend with benefit? Explain.
Peach: Who is your favorite teacher so far?
Pink: What is the meaning behind your url?
I am going to be a promo girl this weekend at “rites of passage” for Urban Steel body piercing!!! Come check out my awesome piercer friends, get pierced, have a chat or just say hi :) everyone get your asses down there this weekend
I just want my modelling career to kick off...
all my friends in the industry seem to be getting all the lucky breaks and i’m not hmmpf :( I wanto to get my work published, and win competitions and model for clothing companies and things! this is poop… i think i’m pretty, but clearly i’m not :(
he never texts me cute things anymore...
i like it when my bf gets drunk because he...
if he’s sober i have to just about beg him -.- sometimes it makes me feel like shit, like he’s ashamed
hmmmpff I just want to have a baby :(
wideawakeits2am asked: girlfriend? gorgeous froggy? gigantic finger? genitals frozen?
i miss having a gf :(
Its been over 3 years since I've eaten out a...
I miss it! I miss hearing the little whimpers and feeling their body tighten up. The goose bumps and everything about it :(
Does anyone wanna come when I get my dermal later?...
Please! If you are close I will pick you up!
Hmmm I wish I had a good bum, and good boobs..
And a good face and a good body :( hmmpf
hahah great now i'm all stressed and my eye is...
reading up about PCOS more...
trying to actually get to know my syndrome, and i am sitting here feeling like i am about to cry. I HATE LIFE!
too many pretty girls on my dash making me feel...